HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

will some times pain comes off and on will i don't give a fuck anymore all guys do is use me will i don't only two but that was my 1st time and 2ed and pretty sure its going to be like that 4 now on ;( i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it seems theres no good guy in this world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i gust im givin up and trying not let anybody in bc every  time i do i get hurt and every time its bader and bader and it makes me want to cut deeper